With the match approaching (finding out where we're headed for my hubby's residency), I have lots and lots of thoughts, worries, and hopes running through my head. I just want to know. I want to know where we're heading for the next four years of our lives. I want to know if it's somewhere spectacular for my hubby's career AND somewhere he'll be happy throughout the duration. I want to know if it's somewhere we'll fit well with the culture of the other residents (and families). I want to know how close it is to our families. Assuming we're moving, I want to know if I'm going to be able to find a job (then where and what I'll be doing). If I do find a job, who will keep Eli? Who can we trust with that sweet baby?
The Match is now one month away--March 18, 2010. It is rapidly approaching, as is a flood of emotions. I know that God will provide the perfect residency spot for my hubby. He has provided for us so well in every aspect of our lives. We have no reason to doubt. I know this. BUT we are such planners, and that makes the unknown hard. But isn't that the whole thing with faith? Isn't that what it's all about? That is: trusting when it's hard, being certain of the unknown, and just knowing that God will provide even when we don't know the "how, when, where, or what" of it all? We have and will place our hope and trust in Him. All will be well.
Lingering thought of the day: I LOVE to cook for other people (You're included in this, my hubby). I LOVE to plan parties--for my family and others. I LOVE to come up with creative, fun ideas to implement in real life--whether social, crafty, culinary, whatever. These things make me happy.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
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